Going forward

As were are leaving the messy and muddled month that followed the almost too busy to breathe month before and have entered March, I think it's time to put as much of the reality of those times behind us and move forward.

Mum knew about my "femme" side, not every single motivation for it but that I had one as she had after all seen me "en femme" and like many others original experimentation had started with some of her attire.

She had washed it it and put on the line to dry too so in time we'd come to an understanding around this being a part of me that could never go back in the genies bottle.

I've been reverting more of it once visitors and the like have gone away with their many cards and wishing to share reminiscences cos it just feels right.

Classic school girl is something  I just enjoy as a feminine boy or "sissy gurl" as for me it fits in with my more little adult by law, child by nature self having no sexual sides with me.

The truth is we cry cos it's the first time we are able to be who we truly are with people who care about us that much they won't us to get past that mental block and just be us.

The reality is I love wearing soft frilly panties and cute patterned socks which even during the day I've had on under overclothes visitors might expect as I respect myself as a sissy gurl to be as femme as I can even in difficult situations because it makes me feel fantastic to be feminine.

My dad has taken over some responsibilities and as he does the wishing he's well aware of this which is okay with.

This is how things will be.

R.I.P. Mum

 

This post is short but to the point.

In a week that saw my Mom become very unwell with at least one possible emergency admittance hospital after a period of increasing ill health it is with much regret I have to announce her death at 5:15pm from Pneumonia and related issues.

A women who saw herself as the centre of the family, aunt to the street,  a constant help to us as children encouraging us in our endeavours, a devoted wife to dad I'm saddened by this turn of events.

R.I.P. Mom.

The extra yard?

 We all love frills and looking pretty but to what extent would you be prepared to go to get that outfit you really have set your heart on?

Would you be prepared to become in a effect a human dolly, being dressed as people fussed over your attire, making adjustments as you just stand there letting them before they try something else?

Would you be prepared to do a twirl for them too?

Somehow I just feel my submissive side would just go with it all....

Updates continued

This week as we enter another month, the period that normally I'd of been away but between the outcome of last years events and the changed circumstances from the start of last month just isn't going to happen I did think about what I tend to wear.

Given how I am with different presentations things have to key into each as part of that wider whole than it is for many and one think I was looking for was a quality red sweatshirt that could function as an extra layer like a jumper over a pinafore dress or be worn with skirts or short trousers.

It just does the job.

This was one, basic but decently made I spotted and decided to buy being quite stretchy unlike some I have had in the past.